I have no problem expressing myself even if it costs me, and it has and still costs me a lot, connections, hours of sleep, job opportunities, health(yes), etc, etc., and I'm still young(not so much)...
But lately, I've been looking forward to getting enough to support myself and my family. So if something doesn't work, I don't focus as much as I could.
At the moment I'm also taking a programming course (now I'm waiting to start a test, so I'm driving away from the anxiety by reading about the conflict that's been happening at POB hahahaha), then every time-consuming action like writing long texts, researching, etc., is coldly calculated, and if it doesn't pay off at all, I don't want to invest time in it.
About how to solve some of the issues that have been happening, as I said, I have some ideas, I hope to be able to expose them by the beginning of next week if the schedule allows.
And it's nice to see again a mention of the idea of POB beyond Hive.