Whosoever is not scared of poverty and death is not is not alive or has never tasted it before. The sting of poverty is worst than terminal disease.
I feel for you because it's not easy to start life well and then find yourself all of a sudden in a terrible situation, if it were something you once experienced it would have been better but hmm.
I am glad you scaled through, I believe with your experience now, there is nothing that can freak you in life anymore.
My dear...I hope not to face harder experience anymore because you know this life is quite unpredictable..lol
We can only trust God while doing our best