Fear Can Steal Your Peace Of Mind

in Hive Learners2 years ago

HAPPY NEW WEEK

It's a new week and a new month. I'm delighted you visited my blog again. There is another week filled with blessings and opportunities.
We are beginning the week with the @hivelearners weekly prompt, and here is the 1st edition of week 30.

Fear is a something that happens to everyone. In any circumstances, I have experienced it and what it does is steal away your peace of mind and leave you thinking.
We have several forms of fear tho might be negative and good. When I mean positive fear, is when you have fear towards poverty. You will make everything possible in attempting to be successful.
But being terrified of what I will lose is certainly absolutely not a good one.

Source

When I was in school I had one exam I wrote it was going okay not until my buddy requested me to assist her. She stated she haven't written anything.
She was distant from me and there was no conceivable way I could whisper the answers to her it wasn't an objective inquiry that she can simply know my ticking A or B choice.

So we are careful enough to switch our script since the supervisor wasn't looking out our direction. Not knowing another supervisor was coming in we didn't peek at the door.
Immediately he snatched our paper and instructed us to get up.
It seemed as if the earth should open and devour me. He instructed us to leave the exam hall and that we were going to fail that course, he even suggested that if we should plead with him we would complete the malpractice form of the school and be rusticated from the institution.

I have never felt so afraid in my full life. Leaving the school for malpractice how will I explain to my parents? My satisfaction was that he didn't leave any notice on my work for the professor who owns the course and at least I had written anything meaningful.

I obliged and exited the hall but came home and began weeping. Rewriting a 3 unit course because I only wanted to assist my buddy so I won't be labeled wicked has cost me my course and maybe rustication.
I couldn't sleep or even eat for days due to terror.

I will always pray to God to help me. I also took the bold step of going to see the Lecturer in charge of the course to clarify things. I couldn't simply watch myself fail when I was trying to assist. It was incredibly hard to explain to Lecturer and I assure him that it would never repeat itself. Still hoping that God would change his mind.

When the result came out I received C, it was better than an E and an F. I know I did better but the situation that occurred.

In my whole life, I guarantee never to take that chance again, you may copy my work at your own risk but never going to change any script in any exam. It was as though God offered me a second opportunity from being rusticated or failing the course.

Thank you for reading

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 2 years ago  

Hmmm, my dear am just imagining how you feel that day, am happy you did not carryover the course.

 2 years ago  

Yes o
I was happy too

Great article
Thanks for sharing

 2 years ago  

Thank you for reading

 2 years ago  

A second opportunity indeed as you may have lost the chance because you wanted to help your fellow schoolmate.

 2 years ago  

See what helping wanted to cause me

 2 years ago  

What? You are very lucky dear, ha! I am most scared of being caught for examination malpractice in school than anything else. That is why before every examination, I advise my friends to read before coming because I won't even listen to you when you ask me for anything. I know where I am coming from I can't take that risk. I feel your pains, you didn't join fasting along side your prayers? That lecturer is a very kind and understanding person, he even gave you a credit ,hmmmm... Seriously God answered your prayer

 2 years ago  

Yes o
It was really a thing of Joy
I can't take that risk again

 2 years ago  

Smiles.. that was purely the work of God

 2 years ago  

Yes oo
There is God

 2 years ago  

🥰🥰 you wey know! ♥️

 2 years ago  

♥️♥️

Wow... What a close shave. Good a thing it ended on a good note for you. Not what you had been expecting, but not bad at all considering what you could have gotten.

Thank you for sharing this with us.

 2 years ago  

Yes o
The score was a testimony to me than failing or leaving the school

 2 years ago  

Leaving the school for malpractice how will I explain to my parents?

This is most of every responsible student's fear because they know what they came to school to do. Thank God you got a good grade.

 2 years ago  

I can't bring shame to my parents
After all the money and stress they passed through to bring me to school

 2 years ago  

Of course! I can't do that either. Lol

 2 years ago  

Exactly

Fear is an emotion that can cause a person to react or become paralysed.
An experience that you will no longer feel like assisting others.

Greetings

 2 years ago  

Yes
After that incidence I can't assist someone in exam hall again

Thank you for reading Dear friend
Have a lovely day 🌹

I like your picture FAITH over FEAR 💖
I can imagine that the situation described was very anxious for you. Good thing is that we learned from our mistakes ;)

 2 years ago  

Yeah i believed God and he took away my fear.
That's where fAITH over FEAR plays in.
I really learnt from my mistake. Thank you for reading

Yay! 🤗
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