First of all sorry to hear about everything bro! I suppose at the end of the day whatever happens does eventually happens for a reason.
But things does not really stop there. I may not know what you have went through but I have had my share of disappointment in my life. Which is why I can say from my experience you will find someone better and when you will find that person you will cherish her for the rest of your life. It will take time but all the time will be worth it!