I don't wish this on anyone either, not even my enemies.
but it has led to amazing art!
Thank you! I think works from pain are powerful. :D And I had also said to myself that I won't let this experience just victimize me all the time. I found a way to monetize my pain (hahah) and yeah I won't let it bring me down. I'm taking advantage of that pain to make me "successful" in my own terms. Then when I'm well-known, hopefully the surgeon and the assistants hear my story somewhere and let them reflect on themselves. That's how I do my ''revenge''.