Aaah, do you say this sucks? Well, all you should do is observe and let my painting speak to you and who knows it will reveal the secret message I started with that I painted it on the 3rd layer of gesso. I admit it was early in the morning and I had something else in mind and si lie if I say I like what I saw. I hoped, waited several hours but nothing poured where it should.
I decided to remove the paint since it looked 🤮 actually exactly how I felt and still feel. I mean layer 4 was purple. Any idea how long it took me to mix the right colour? Of course, it wasn't enough and I had to mix mirex layer 5 was darker more brownish. I felt more annoyed and the gold was more like ordinary yellow brown. Close to ugly. How come the acrylic is so thin? Is everything we see, buy, use, and have fake/these days?
I wish I had a friend, a real one with knowledge and the right spirit since I have a lack of time and the next layer, followed by white and baby blue were way too much. You know, it's just that I can't follow other's others I'd better paint my way, in the opposite direction, I mean it's about the result not the road we take to achieve what is desired.
So if you write about the period I was in, some artistic sick mental disease might do the trick and give the right inspiration to add a new layer. For now, it has to dry after I scraped off the paint with an old debit card. Once dry I try purple again, gold and green. Let's be fair green is all one needs.
9.10.25
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