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So you didn't leave em, they left you then or she did?

Hope you are on the mend and avoiding what ever it was that landed you in that situation.

Its a long story, but the short version she has him and we dont really talk like I would like to, not that I was her anymore just want a peaceful relationship with her

Your goal in a peaceful relationship is a noble act. No one can fault you in that in fact it should be commended.