haha I understand. But you know, there is always Duolingo to knock away at it in 5 minute increments (you won't get far at only 5 minutes a day, but it's better than nothing)
As to the divider, I picked it up on one of the Discords. Someone was offering it for free. Unfortunately I don't remember who... Feel free to use it. I put a reference link at the bottom of my text and just keep referring to that whenever I want to use it.
That is, this goes at the bottom of the text:
[divider]: https://images.hive.blog/0x0/https://images.ecency.com/DQmR3iwCn9yvwXDXfuNjmMX6FrjAvFfYQWgA4QRckpens1j/external_content.duckduckgo.png
And every time I want to include it in between some paragraphs, I put this, which calls it:
<center>![][divider]</center>
See if that works for you.