Damn Sam. I don't even know how to answer this post. So much beauty and joy and sadness all wrapped up together.
Knowing you, I gotta believe where ever you end up will be OK because the joy of living will follow you like the smell of a skunk. But having to contemplate leaving paradise would just be shitty tough.
It's a gorgeous post, and I thank you for that. I'm really hoping for a suitable vaccine sooner rather than later so things can at least start to return. I'm sure your 70% are as anxious to see you as you are to see them...