La familia siempre será para mí lo primero y principal en mi vida, sabemos como padres que somos quienes llevamos la batuta en nuestro hogar, que de nosotros depende su estabilidad en muchos aspectos.
Una familia unida vive las situaciones unida y para mí no ha sido fácil estos días donde bajo amenazas, acoso y hostigamiento, he tenido que dejar las funciones que cumplía en mi trabajo, algo injusto cargado de mucho ensañamiento y maldad.
He estado bajo mucha tensión emocional y eso realmente no ha sido bueno para mí familia, mi esposo con discapacidad motora quien no puede salir de casa se siente muy preocupado, mi niña no ha podido asistir a sus clases regulares de la escuela, mis dos hijos jóvenes adultos también se sienten preocupados por mi integridad física, emocional y laboral.
Trato de estar, pero mis pensamientos me ausentan, me preocupa que no tenemos recursos para mudarnos a otro lugar y que seguimos en la misma área donde existe un complot total por ambición.
Mi hija como toda niña de su edad es observadora y percibe todo de mi, porque nuestra comunicación es muy asertiva y siempre estamos jugando, compartiendo, riendo y viviendo nuestra etapa de mamá e hija.
La he visto preocupa y algunas veces llorando, saber que irá a otra escuela no ha sido un cambio muy bien aceptado por ella, hasta ahora y aunque no hablamos situaciones delante de ella, veo que también está situación la está afectando hasta un punto.
Yo soy pilar de esta familia, tengo el apoyo de mi esposo pero yo soy quien provee para este hogar, pensar en que alguien pueda dañar mi integridad física, psicológica y laboral es bastante preocupante, pero ya tomé decisiones al respecto.
Buscar el bienestar de mi familia de la salud física, mental, emocional, económica y social es mi verdadero propósito, brindar esa estabilidad que todos necesitamos es muy importante para mí como mamá.
El que mi familia esté sana, segura, feliz y que tengan oportunidades de progreso educativo y económico estable es una tranquilidad y saber que existen factores que pueden afectar este bienestar me alarman y alertan a tomar nuevas decisiones.
Invertir tiempo y atención a mi familia es mi prioridad, descuidar su estabilidad no es una opción, ellos son mi todo y también debo velar por sus derechos, como la mamá de esta familia a quien amo con todas mis fuerzas.
Ser vulnerada como mujer, que dañen mi estabilidad laboral y la estabilidad de mi familia no es justo, pero aqui lo más importante es el bienestar de mi familia, porque si mamá está bien, todos los demás lo estarán.
Por ahora estoy buscando que todo vuelva a la normalidad, bajo algunos cambios que debemos superar, la vida es un sin fin de aprendizajes y mi familia es lo más importante, ante cualquier escenario primero está su bienestar.
Ver la carita de angustia de mi niña cuando percibe que su mamá está mal 🙈 💔 realmente me deja devastada, pero sigo hay siendo fuerte y valiente cuidando a mi familia y su bienestar.
English
The welfare of my family is the most important thing.
The family will always be for me the first and foremost in my life, we know as parents that we are the ones who carry the baton in our home, that its stability depends on us in many aspects.
A united family lives situations together and for me it has not been easy these days where under threats, harassment and bullying, I have had to leave the functions I performed in my job, something unfair loaded with a lot of cruelty and malice.
I have been under a lot of emotional stress and that really has not been good for my family, my husband with a motor disability who cannot leave the house feels very worried, my daughter has not been able to attend her regular school classes, my two young adult children also feel worried about my physical, emotional and work integrity.
I try to be, but my thoughts are absent, I worry that we do not have the resources to move to another place and that we are still in the same area where there is a total plot for ambition.
My daughter as any girl her age is observant and perceives everything from me, because our communication is very assertive and we are always playing, sharing, laughing and living our mommy-daughter stage.
I have seen her worrying and sometimes crying, knowing that she will go to another school has not been a very well accepted change for her, until now and although we do not talk about situations in front of her, I see that this situation is also affecting her to a certain extent.
I have seen her worrying and sometimes crying, knowing that she will go to another school has not been a very well accepted change for her, until now and although we do not talk about situations in front of her, I see that this situation is also affecting her to a certain extent.
I am the pillar of this family, I have the support of my husband but I am the one who provides for this home, to think that someone can harm my physical, psychological and work integrity is quite worrying, but I have already made decisions about it.
Seeking the well being of my family's physical, mental, emotional, economic and social health is my true purpose, providing that stability that we all need is very important to me as a mom.
The fact that my family is healthy, safe, happy and that they have opportunities for stable educational and economic progress is a peace of mind and knowing that there are factors that can affect this well-being alarms me and alerts me to make new decisions.
Investing time and attention to my family is my priority, neglecting their stability is not an option, they are my everything and I must also watch over their rights, as the mother of this family whom I love with all my strength.
To be violated as a woman, to have my job stability and the stability of my family damaged is not fair, but here the most important thing is the wellbeing of my family, because if my mother is well, everyone else will be well.
For now I am looking for everything to go back to normal, under some changes that we must overcome, life is endless learning and my family is the most important thing, before any scenario first is their welfare.
Seeing the little face of anguish of my little girl when she perceives that her mom is bad 🙈 💔 really leaves me devastated, but I am still there being strong and brave taking care of my family and their well being.
Photographs of my authorship taken with my Samsung A10 camera phone edition with the Griart.