You will do good brother. My experience may be different from yours pero totoo nga na nag exist sya. It can make yourself paranoid and fail at the same time but once you rule out everything and consult with someone you will feel more confident on what you do and will spark some hope after.
Basta give your child the attention that they need. Kasi ako sa sobrang ka busy-han ko sa mga bagay bagay I neglected such na di ko sinasadya.
it is not too late brother! Kaya nyo yan! Wag mo sanang sabihin that you failed,kasi hindi pa tapos.