when I'm a bit down with optimism and mood in general,
I dont want to look at Hive anymore at all :(
I just erase some watermarks in photoshop, it is my meditation special way. heh. my family has problems of mutual understanding and cooperation, it feels like ship is sinking. so I do not have good mood most of the times. and do a very little posting :/ to say the truth..
I understand ... wish you the best, whatever the best in these situations is ...