Such a good read. It made me realize something.
I once pushed a good friend because I was not happy with how she was thriving in life. I know it sounds awful and mean. I also don't want to defend my actions as human nature. But maybe it was. I was so insecure that I always compared myself to her and I felt inferior. No matter how hard I try to be happy for her, I just cannot find myself to be one. She was a good friend, but I let my insecurities bring our relationship to a downfall.
Did you ever make up with her?
We kind of parted ways, and I felt so guilty about what I did. Until now, she had no idea what was running through my mind when I distanced myself from her.
Sometimes, distance is for the best - if only for the learning experience for next time.
That failed friendship was my learning experience indeed. I still pray that we can reconnect when the time is right.