The truth about nice.
Basically ask yourself this question. Who is nice (yourself excluded). Take for instance someone like Jordan B Peterson. Now many people might say he is a nice guy. I would agree with that as far as he is also not a bad guy. That doesn't make him nice.
I can be known to do nice thing. Or maybe I should say nice thing as others see I do. In truth I cannot recall one nice thing I have done. Some might say well the sending of HIVE to so so when needed was nice. But was it? is that person now owed to me for some stupid reason in my head. They do not know what I think. Did I do it to look good so someone else might see Oh he is a nice guy support him.
I have helped quite a few people here on the Hive Blockchain. As in my normal daily life I do the same. In my times of need. There is never anyone there. All I have met is vultures and thieves. Yet I still continue to help others. I have one goal in helping. Finding that one who will help back without request.
Trust me now on this part. I have not read all of your post. I know all of your thoughts from the first paragraph. Do not try to stop yourself. The question to ask yourself is this. Why do you be that nasty word to others? Maybe, a balance is needed and you do not be as nice to everyone. But remain nice. Trying not to be who you are will twist and contort your spirit.
Oh and if ye want to voice it out, I can do that on Discord. https://discord.gg/sz4dpPBa or DM TheHive#4070
It's all about what we actually think and how we want to be.... Those are nice, they remain as it is without any complains.
I suggest to go through the full blog as you can't get an idea from the initial para...
I love to express what I exact thoughts I have so one can read and get pleasure and share their thoughts... Most of the readers relates with their thoughts.
I bet I have everything covered.
Not an asset it is a liability.
You are in the wrong rabbit hole.