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Her transition into comedy was driven by a desire for connection and purpose. She credits her friend Steve Graham for encouraging her to pursue comedy, which transformed her pain into humor—a therapy in itself. She describes comedy as a "gift": a way to make others laugh while simultaneously confronting her own chaos. She notes that her insecurity has diminished over time through sobriety and self-work, but the internal voice of doubt still lingers. Her ongoing efforts to love herself continues, with her being keenly aware of the fragile balance between discipline and chaos.