You're going through hell. Stop. Breathe. Think. Try and be rational. Bankruptcy is a terrible idea. If they find you have all this Hive, they'll take it and if you try and cover it up and they find it, things get worse and you might end up on fraud charges.
You have been so successful here, out of all the negativity in your life, why give up the huge positive, Hive?
Get some or all of it cashed in and use it to get through the next few months. You earned it once, you'll earn it again. Leaving Hive is a bad idea. Its the consistency you have here as much as the posts that have made you successful. Success is not based on HP!
The other positive about staying on Hive is, as this posts shows, its a wonderful place to free pent up emotions. Use the tools available to you fella.
As for your own ulcer, if you've had a definite medical diagnosis, Google the drugs you need, its anti biotics and xxxx-prazole , and don't eat spicy food. Another problem simply and cheaply fixed.
Honestly, you have everything you need financially, physically and emotionally to get through this awful shit storm of tragedy. YOU are the survivor. FUCK quitting Hive and Bankruptcy. Take positive action and start now.
Best wishes fella.
I'm taking all the precautions but I do have other underlying issues that seem to be responsible, as for my finances, it's a long shot and I'll begin to seek ways to take care of them. That was a thoughtful message from you, thank you
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I m sorry I m just seeing this. But if you wouldnt mind. I can offer you some consultations.
I also think you have a lot of good going here, but you can separate from reality either. My thoughts and prayers are with you.