Your posts do seem a little low at the moment, a constant undertow of ... impending misery? Sometimes we behave like our resources are finite. Some are, but others are not. Energy is an interesting one: sometimes we feel like we are very tired, then we go for a walk, apparently using more energy, but return refreshed and ready to do something else. We don't run down like a battery, our recharge processes are different.
Sorry, a bit oblique 🙂