I used to fall the same way, but experience has taught me few things are as simple as they seem and the bigger the questions the more complex the answers, if any exist at all.
I think we could each find some unknown to drive ourselves mad in pursuit of an answer to, but that denies us the wonder of the mystery. I’m pretty sure if there ever comes a time when the world’s fate hinges on my understanding of everything someone or something will drop me a line. 😁