Oh, I love how honest and sincere this letter is.
I'd like to say that maybe you are a very cautious person. Maybe it's not always a good thing because, well, one has to live life and worry less about mistakes. I will say we are more alike in this regard, but that has never made me feel happy as I want.
So, lately, I do what I need and say what I need when I need—responsibly, though—and worry less about what people may think of me. It turns out living in the moment truly is more fulfilling.
Best wishes, mate!
Thanks for the kind comment. Yes, your analysis of me is spot-on! Haha! Living in the moment definitely is more fulfilling!