There is a song called "losing my religion". While I was carefully reading your story, this melody resonated in my head.
Losing faith is difficult, sometimes the family itself makes disputes over religion. It's hard to find what to believe when no one truly supports you.
Interesting story, thanks for sharing.
Good day.
I know that song. A classic! For me, it's dark and kinda sad, but I love listening to it. I just realized I relate to it somehow. Thank you for reading my story. I was having second thoughts about sharing this but I guess being vulnerable is just being human.