I had similar experience when I was growing up, my parents believed they knew what was best for me when it was something different I wanted. We both regret it now because they wish I had followed my dreams and I wished I was courageous to stand for what I believed.
I believe your parents could still give you a listening ear, do not believe you can't do anything, there's a lot you can do to make them see the light in your perspective
Thank you so much, I really wish it was that easy, this has been dragging for too long now and I just don't know what to do anymore. I definitely know they want the best for me, but it's sad they don't want me to do what's in my heart. I love my parents and I always listen, but I wish they listen back.🤦🏽