Hey ๐
Where should I start?
Perhaps, I can start from the disorganized papers, chains of events to chaotic situations I've encountered lately. I almost forget I have an account here or even have the time to get on my laptop other than my current work related events.
With all the moving and travels I had lately, I should be inspired. I visited many places that used to be the kind of content I write about. Hotels, restaurants, new experiences and now, those have become normality and dull.
It gets old.
I used to get excited of trying a new hotel but when you're being rushed from one place to another, there was no sense of enjoyment at all.
I used to get excited for new meal experience but when you're being rushed, there was no sense of enjoyment at all.
I used to get excited for my new experience of trying stuff out but when you're being constantly needed to listen, there was no sense of enjoyment at all.
It's why, I struggle to sit down and filter out my thoughts to write here. Maybe by starting this, I could finally circle back to all the things I have been postponing for a while.
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๐๐๐ & ๐ค๐ฐ๐ง๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ช๐ด๐ด๐ฆ๐ถ๐ณ, ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ต ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ฃ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ถ๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ค๐ช๐ข๐ญ ๐ด๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ฌ. ๐๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ง๐ญ๐ฆ๐ค๐ต๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ญ๐ถ๐ด๐ต, ๐ค๐ถ๐ณ๐ช๐ฐ๐ด๐ช๐ต๐บ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐จ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ต๐ฉ. ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถโ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ง๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ด, ๐ต๐ฆ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ๐บ, ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ค๐ถ๐ญ๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ, ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐ญ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ช๐ญ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฉ๐บ; ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ค๐ช๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆโ๐ด ๐ง๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ค๐ถ๐ฑ๐ด ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ง๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ด ๐ด๐ธ๐ช๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐น๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐ค๐ฆ๐ด. ๐๐ฐ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐จ๐ณ๐ข๐ฃ ๐ข ๐ค๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ค๐ฐ๐ง๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด. |
It isn't easy but I hope you manage to get out of rushing mode and back to enjoying the small things. Hugs from Italy!
Indeed! I don't think I managed to get out of it but hey, I just need to take a breather and create a system that works hehe. Hope you're doing good Vincent!
Semangat selalu Cem. :)
Semoga Agustus/September aku di Acc ke bali hehehe
wah mantap Cem. :)
Do not forget what you shared with me, the giftings prophesied upon your (new born) life, and your paasion.
May this be your fuelโthe why you started this journey.
And of course, don't forget to unwind and reset daily if you can. ๐
If you need a prayer, I am one Telegram away sis
I need lots of prayers lately and I hope you're still working on your book. I look forward to be reading it ๐