NO. You are not SUPPOSED to be 'tough and manly' - you are MEANT to be 'human'. Sorry to hear about Merlin - an animal companion on the decline after 22 years (wow) is gonna hurt. Shedding a tear for you over here mate - shed a few yourself, it's actually quite a manly thing to do.
Yeah I know...I try to pretend to be a big man though. I'm pretty miserable at the moment. It's difficult to work actually. My mind and heart is elsewhere. Thanks for your kind words.
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ENGAGEtokens.22 years is quite a long time