In another episode of moving, today I tried to ship a few boxes again. I certainly still feel so weird that I am finally moving out of this place. I suppose, I grew up and new life awaits.
The most painful thing is that I admit I couldn’t move on. My life has sucked compared to what it used to be in the past. I always got emotional when I remembered my ideals back in the day vs today. I always believed Hive to be a space where people can see that blockchain is not just about the currency. There is so much more to it and to this day, with so many things happening around, I still wonder if there are people out there who have the same ideals like I do. I feel like the space these days focuses too much on profit and how much we can squeeze out of it. Maybe that’s why I didn’t get rich? beats me haha
https://peakd.com/hive-174578/@ocd/meet-ocds-curators-and-community-leaders-4
These days, my routine involves something like chugging coffee day & night. My favorite has also been, after shipping the boxes, I got a morning coffee fix as a form of cope. I am 27 years old now and clueless as fuck. I am open to criticism more than ever. So, if you think there has to be something I can improve, go ahead & tell me. I might consider it.
I might need to start liking the spotlight. I hide away too much and this room is the physical witness of it. The room that nestled in some dark alleys and we can never know if it’s day/night. So, moving out of the place has been something to do with me coming out to the world, symbolically too.
There was this one podcast with Casey Neistat about not caring what others said. I guess, I used to care about that a lot and that hindered a lot of my creativity and I had too many intrusive thoughts that I became paralyzed. These days, I am much older and honestly, the last couple of years have been my lowest low. So, now the option that I got, is just rising up and being a lot better than I was/have been.
In this room, I might hurt a person or two accidentally/not by accident. I might have made bad decisions & said mean things. I am sorry if you’re one of the people I hurt. I am really sorry. It’s probably why I always feel massive guilt and fear around the room. It’s probably why, whenever I am inside the room, I feel like life isn’t worth living because I got used to hearing it from me. You know, they said toxic relationships are one of those things that are harder to let go. This room is one of them.
Remember 24? another version of me I was in. I wave goodbye to the end of the beginning. ~ lyrics from DJO (end of beginning).
I played that song from Djo all over again. It is the first mood of all this. Now, I guess I have to move on and I’ll lead life standing up tall and open myself up more to the world. I believe I still got some chances in life and I can fix things that I messed up in the past. Anyway, how was your day?
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Just dont ever touch a motorcycle and it should be fine. From what I now, you and motorbikes don't match
hahahahahahahha I haven't touched motorbike in a while, guess that's how I survived thus far too
No doubt! While also sparing the lives of others 🤣
for real hahaha
Leaving a place that became our comfort zone for a while was really sad. Well aside from the too much effort of packing things! You we girls have a lot!
Yes! I have a few more boxes to go still but I am so happy to move out :D & also in disbelief I actually have that much of clothes.
I opened my feed, saw your post, and left the tab open for later reading... Just a few minutes before I did that, you wrote a comment on my post... Reading these lines, I understand why you did it... 😃
You are not alone in that thinking and with those ideals, but the truth is that we are not in the majority... which doesn't mean that we can't have fun... 😃
If you have some idea, if you need some support, or want to do something but you have to brainstorm about it, hit me a comment, a message... I like to listen... 🙂
See you at HiveFest? 🙂
I've had a lot of fun but also sometimes just want to make people see so badly the actual power of blockhain. Sure it's all magic internet money but it goes waaay deep beyond that hehe. Much like AI, it's life transforming too. Anyhow hehe.
I have to many ideas & wants but I am often on my own while some ideas need some team work that works. I think that's one of the biggest problem so far. I am also open to talk! so see you around especially after all this hectic moving phase hehe
I feel you there... Hehehehe... As you noticed in my posts, those show recordings, I'm trying to tell (and show) the power of all this... As that saying goes... you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make him drink
But, I suppose that I do not understand the whole picture either as every time when I think I do, I find another great thing about crypto and blockchain tech... :)
My first time moving out of home, it was disheartening but I needed to protect myself. I jumped from one place to another. I was thinking of moving to Boracay Island in the Philippines but found myself staying in Taiwan for almost two months. Manila was just meh, then I found a place in Palawan for almost 2 years. It was my safe place.
ahh I can see why you picked Palawan, I always wanted to go there but always wondered like how to get there etc from manila.But I really have to make that coming into reality these coming months. Sorry for the very late reply, I just got home hehe
You can fly to Puerto Princesa, take a bus to El Nido, and take a boat to Coron. or do vice versa, fly to Coron, take a boat to El nido, take a bus to puerto princesa and fly back to Manila.
xD so much time spent on transport
hahaha yes, it's true.