Hahah you can't pretend that!
I wasn't stop looking, just was more picky, dropped of society expectations, kind of I knew what I want - roughly or perhaps I knew more what I do not want never ever- going in circles, seeing same scenario. Elimination theory sometimes works better than we except.
Go with what you don't want to feel and adjust on new 'unknow comfy peaceful gestures', I do understand what mental abuse in relationship does to person mind, been there done that.
Great mindfuck.
(deeply inside I was convinced it will be tinder match, my mostly visited dating place as firstly I had to chat with...)
That way I can figure out will I go will I no, some encounters were just pleasant dinner buddies with whom I could exchange but not romantically.
(not saying you should go on Tinder, just mine piece of experience as I can read myself somewhere between your lines)
Oh, girrrrrrl, I have tindered and bumbled and plenty of fished and all that shit and it's so not for me. I really loathe dating.
It's totally true what you say about the mindfuck of toxic relationships. Really, though, I genuinely don't want to see date or fuck or relationship (read as a verb) anyone. For me, right now, being single is da shit.
I'm glad, though, that you found your dear darling. 💕 You two seem like a good fit, going by what I have gleaned from your posts...
I miss being single too, sometimes (when I'm pissed off)
Relationships areeeeeeeee daaaaaaaamn haaaaaard on daily base, there is always something to work on.
We are until we get in fight :D
The grass is always greener on the other side unless SOMEBODY forgot to water their side again after he promised to do it...
I laughed!
I love updated watering version!
😁