Applying for jobs is hard

It’s been a month since we last had academic transactions—no problem-solving, no computing building loads, and no use of complicated software. Just pure rest, mindless scrolling, and wondering what’s next.

a fresh graduate sitting in front of a laptop, surrounded by job application platforms (like LinkedIn, Upwork, JobStreet), with a hopeful yet tired expression.png

Graduation is happening next week, and I can already feel the weight of the word "unemployed" under my name. Each day that passes makes me more anxious about what is coming next.

That’s why I finally decided to fix my resume. I created two versions: one for my writing and SEO career, and another for my profession as a civil engineer.

I’ve been actively using different platforms to apply for jobs, but I haven’t had much luck yet. Here’s a breakdown of where I’ve been applying:

PlatformCareer
LinkedInWriting and SEO
OnlineJobs.phWriting and SEO
UpworkWriting and SEO
JobStreetCivil Engineering
IndeedCivil Engineering
FacebookMixed Opportunities

I’m still holding on to the hope of getting a writing and SEO job because I genuinely enjoy it, especially the technical side. The deeper I look into it, the more curious and motivated I become. I’ve already invested almost five years in this field—mostly in writing—and I don’t want that experience to go to waste.

Right now, I’m applying my knowledge to my own website, which has become a testing ground for my SEO experiments. I’m optimizing everything to reach my target audience and gain the traffic I’ve been aiming for.

Since I still have access to my hosting until 2026, I’m using this time to decide whether to continue investing in the site or let it go if it turns into a liability.

I regret not using my website more strategically before, but I’m making up for it now. I'm treating it as a serious project—working on SEO, monitoring traffic, and focusing on ranking improvements. Fortunately, I’m already seeing better results.

Still, I haven’t given up on my civil engineering career. Although I don’t have a license yet, I’ve been applying to companies that accept non-licensed applicants.

I’ve received a few replies and calls, but none of them gave me an offer, except for one company. They offered a job with a nearly three-year bonded contract and a low salary.

While I understand the value of experience, especially with their 9-month training program, and it is nearer to my home province, the bond length gives me a lot of pressure.

I could accept the salary if the bond were shorter—maybe around 1.5 years—but three years seems too long without the assurance of financial growth.

I badly need a job. I don’t want to just sit at home doing nothing. I have goals and plans, and this kind of waiting period is emotionally draining.

Another priority on my mind is the board exam—I want to become a licensed civil engineer. I’m thinking of enrolling in an online review program while working. I just hope I can manage everything.

For now, I’m still actively applying for jobs and am willing to relocate to Manila if needed. I just want to find a stable job, start exploring what life and money can offer, and eventually become successful in my own way.

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Lapit naaaa, and I can understand you with being anxious. Good luck finding a kob Laulau, i'm sure talaga na makakahanap ka agad nyan. ᕙ⁠(⁠⇀⁠‸⁠↼⁠‶⁠)⁠ᕗ

Thank you, ate ruffa!

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 21 days ago  

I am in the similar boat, I recently tried to apply some jobs and wishing for the best haha. In this day and age, even getting to the interview phase that means you at least passed the qualifications. So, I hope you get the job that you wish for and good luck! Keep on applying.

Thanks, mac!