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I'll miss him for the rest of my life and yeah, feeling a little better now.

It is normal to miss him, I also miss my dad but thankfully memories of him makes you feel better.

Indeed, I miss my dad too, he passed away 5 days after Merlin did last year. It wasn't a good week at all.

Urghh I can't even imagine that.
You are stronger than me tbh, I would have cried for months.

One reason I am scared of getting a pet, I'll get too attached and I can't imagine losing them.