I will go back to my original comment to your 'bought & plagiarized' post:
The most important element of leadership is INTEGRITY. I have failed to see any yet.
You may be able to redeem yourself given enough time, but you have to earn that respect back. Right now to me you are nothing but a random optimizer, and I have seen enough of them in hive and in my life.
So it is not about me, it is about you, and how community will treat your action in future. Respect must be earned.