So understand and feel where you're coming from... :(
Been there, done all that too, unfortunately... The 'fog' is universal though, whether we like it or not. And when we're lost in it, every little thing feels heavier than it really is, and the weight is heaviest in the mind, that's the worst.
Stay tough, remember we're all with you...
On a lighter note, I love all the photographs you have here! My favourites are the 4th, 5th, 3rd, 9th 10th.... Ohhhh why do I bother listing them... Love them all!