I have been thinking to write something but I honestly don't know what that something is. This year was all about letting go and honestly it has been hard. Whatever I loved was taken away and here I am not grieving but slowly accepting everything. Here's a quote I found recently on pinterest
NO DON'T CROSS OCEANS FOR PEOPLE! PLEASE PRIORITIZE YOURSELF! PEOPLE TALK AND LOVE ONLY WHEN THEY CAN USE YOU. HARSH BUT TRUE.
I tried being selfless but I highly recommend to be selfish. Selflessness got me no where and at the end of the day I am all by my self. People abandon people whom they were using.
I also learned that standing up for yourself will trigger people, this can bring hell lot of setbacks and even take your love away. At the end of this year I have become soft towards myself, if I don't like anyone's vibe I'll take a step back and walk away. I won't even think twice.
At the end, I crave to sleep beneath the stillness of earth. Cold, silent and emotionless where I won't feel anything. I am done having emotions, it took me nowhere and left me miserable.
Love,
Gauri