You've passed a very important message towards the end of this post.....
Why was I worried? Because I thought something would go wrong.
Worry breeds fear, worry distorts our psychological being, worry sometimes even makes useless of God's promises to our life. Worry kills slowly, yet constantly we fall victim of it.
There was a time I got seriously worried about my future, but then I would tell myself, live in the moment, don't try to figure out life, don't try to figure out everything. And somehow, it's been working, worry has kept a lot from self-discovery.
Worry about low upvotes and payouts has prevented a lot from posting on steemit, while some even gave up. Worry is deceptive. We should always learn how to live above it.
Thank you for sharing this.
I'm going through a phase now with low payouts. I already had a feeling this post wouldn't perform well. No worries though. I'll just try again. I just wanted to show the art, but I like to ramble, so I do that too. Whatever happens, happens.