We are coming out of lockdown, Prince Philip dies and my back is hurting😥😥...what a week 😶

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I am having a bad day with loads of pain, very uncomfortable where I position myself, Starting to think having odd day of fun isn't worth it, might as well do nothing then hopefully I won't have to go through the day after. I think having the MRI scan yesterday has gone and set my back off, the pain is terrible, I am sitting here thinking I hope they can fix it or at least help with the pain, I really can't live like this. Its times like this that I wish I had a bath with a seat that could lower me into the water instead of going for a shower room, I could really use a long soak in hot water to ease this pain. I have to lean forward resting my head on the glass doors then let the hot water run down my back, It does help a little plus is a lot easier to get in and out.

The weather is all over the place again, Sun is out and is feeling warm when we look again we are having heavy snowfall. Thankfully it doesn't last for long, seems we are in for a few more snow showers that will continue tomorrow then Tuesday the weather is due to warm up. I may start my Sunflower seeds/ off then. Gives me something to do, isn't heavy work and hopefully it won't do anymore damage to my back. I have everything I need to get started,I was waiting for the sun and warmer weather before I Planted a few,

Hubby is back to work tomorrow after his week off pent decorating the house, he has done so much work, quite shocked at how much as he usually doesn't bother and I end up getting someone in to at east start it. Me and Nichola have to tidy up after him, can't expect him to do everything, hopefully we get the kitchen sorted so he can paint the walls next weekend.

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We are starting to come out of lockdown with pubs and shops opening again next week, Hoping that was our last lockdown but think we will have more to deal with. we are also on mourning for Prince Philip who died last week, Bless the Queen she looks very sad, imagine being with your partner for 70 years then they are gone, must be very hard, not that she will struggle. He had a good life living to 99, sad he lived through the lockdown then died when the country is opening again.

I am waiting for my Amazon Fresh order to be delivered, I placed my order around lunch time today, I managed to pick a 7 - 9 delivery time, couldn't have worked out better. Once that arrives its washed and put away I will be going to bed to play some bingo as my back feels as if its breaking. I love Amazon as it tells you where your order is. I have just looked and its 5 minutes away so better sign off here so I can go sort it out.

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Hope your back pain will become less of a burden to you soon Karen!

Thank you :)

Hi Karen. If you're open to all possibilities, i could guide you to healing yourself.
If interested, just ask.

Namaste
Atma

I would do just about anything to get some plain relief.

Remember those words, because the guidance i will give will allow "emotional pain" to arise, as it is necessary to integrate emotional blockages to "cure" physical pain.

I will write a separate post later today giving you some steps to begin the process.

Namaste

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Ok thank you. Will it make me remember my childhood?

It may do, but not necessarily. What is required is to feel the uncomfortable feelings experienced from traumatic events (usually in early childhood) without condition. In other words not to distract oneself from feeling them by judging the circumstances / blaming others for what happened. We are not taught how to feel unconditionally, so we tense up, or distract ourselves from these feeling (often with eating, smoking, drinking, judging, blaming etc.) instead of just being still and feeling the feeling until they pass. This way we do not tense up and therefore create a permanant blockage which restricts the flow of energy (or love). This is all explained very well, with a detailed procedure of how to relax these tensions/blockages, in the book The Presence Process written by Michael Brown. It is a ten week self-facilitated emotional integration process. Now that doesn't mean all emotional blockages will be resolved and everything will be hunky dory in ten weeks. It's usually a lifetime process of gradual relaxation into the one true self. I wrote about The Presence Process here: https://peakd.com/hive-120078/@atma.love/join-us-on-an-emotional-integration-journey-begins-14th-march

You can find a link to download a free pdf copy of The Presence Process book or to buy a hard copy here: https://peakd.com/hive-120078/@atma.love/the-presence-process-a-journey-into-the-unknown

Although the emotional blockages are the root cause of ALL emotional, mental and physical dis-ease (and even of accidents), it is still possible to reverse the symptoms of the dis-ease with physical actions (cleansing the physical body basically), but in my opinion it is essential to address the root cause as well (such as with The Presence Process - there are other ways too) or the dis-ease is likely to return, perhaps even in another way.

There is no "one-size fits all", but i will suggest several different options (virtually all free or nearly free), and you can pick (with guidance from me if you choose) a selection of these "healing modalities", which combined with The Presence Process (and/or alternatives) will for sure improve the quality of your life, potentially to fully restore your health. This may seem a blod claim, especially as i don not know the details of your symptoms yet, but the thing is, we don't treat the symptoms, instead we treat the person/body/spirit as a whole. This is known as holistic healing. Western medicine on the contrary attempts to address the symptoms instead of the cause, and is virtually never succesful.

The root meaning of the word doctor is teacher. Western medical doctors instead of teaching ourselves how to live healthy lives, just give us drugs or medical procedures. This is not their fault (initially anyway) as they are brainwashed by a syllabus funded/written by the for profit Medical Mafia / Big Pharma. In fact some doctors begin to become dissilusioned with the medical system and start to find out for themselves how to actually help patients trat themselves in hlistic ways, but if they start to become succesfull they get barred from the medical profession (or even murdered in many cases if they don't co-operate and stop really helping people).

But, it is essential (as i said before) to be open to all possibilities. You have your own laboratory (your body) in which you can carry out experiments to see if they work. It will involve quite a lot of reading/research for you to learn what you need to do, but i can provide links to to materials to short-cut that process.

So, i suggest you immediately begin reading The Presence Process and read these posts (and the links within it) i made a while ago: https://www.naturalmedicine.io/hive-120078/@atma.love/learn-how-to-be-your-own-doctor and https://www.naturalmedicine.io/holistichealing/@atma.love/holistic-healing-for-any-dis-ease and http://www.healing-haven.com/holistic-healing-protocol.html (be sure to watch the short enema video on this page).

Perhaps after few days, having given you some time to read and digest hopefully read most of the links, if you would like me to continue to guide you, we can have a video call and between us decide on a protocol specifically for you, beginning by adding one or two of the healing modalities listed in the last link to The Presence Process.

Peace and Love to you
Atma
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Thank you for this, I am going to have to read it a couple of time before things sink in, heads full of bad thoughts at the moment, i want too give this the time it deserves. Thank you again :)