Have you ever been one of those nights where you're just there in your bed, over thinking about stuffs and then little did you know, you were already crying? Every time when I'm alone in the dark, I can't help but overthink about negative things and then cry dramatically. It was January 4, 2018 and I just can't seem to sleep. "Tomorrow will be my 18th birthday" I said to myself. "I wonder if I'll be okay?" Then I remembered none of my best friends remembered my birthday... T__________T
Due to this sudden emotional depression thingy, I wiped my tears off and I was about to go offline so I could sleep when suddenly... My friend, no scratch that... my best friend messaged me...
Her: To the person that believed in me and taught me how to be tough as a student, as an individual, as a daughter, as a friend. To the person that loved me throughout my imperfections, weird flaws and moody attitude. To the person that understands me no matter what we're into, the one that cares for me no matter how mad she is at me and was still there for me with everything I'm into. To the person that accepted me completely and fought for me, I just want to say I love you so much! It means, I love you more than the distance, more than my fights for us and more than a thousands of problems between us. If you love me more, then I love you most. If I was given a chance to choose between you and someone else, why would I ask for more? You're more than enough. Why would I start with someone else when you're already my end and beginning. My life isn't complete without you in it, you light up my life that nobody else has ever did. You make things better and you make me smile whenever. I love you to the fullest! though I liked you and loved you because of you being like this, I need you and I want you to stay because I believe that we have a lot of things to do together, make them happen and make it all work well, through ups and downs and I love you even better for being extraordinary, you're enough, you're better. ❤ Please do keep in mind that I have loved you, I love you and I'll take the chance to love you forever. THANK YOU FOR PUTTING UP WITH MY SHIT I LOVE YOU MY FIRST BEST FRIEND THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING HERE YOU ARE APPRECIATED AND EVEN THOUGH ME AND ROXANNE CANT MAKE IT THERE JUST KNOW THAT WE WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU EMOTIONALLY WE LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU I CANNOT STRESS HOW MUCH I'M SO THANKFUL FOR YOU. YOU HAVE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SOUL AND I'M SO THANKFUL THAT I HAD THE CHANCE OF EMBRACING AND KNOWING YOU. YOU HAVE IMPACTED MY LIFE IN A WAY THAT NO ONE ELSE HAS WE HAVE SHARED SO MANY MEMORIES AND I AM THE MOST FUCKING GRATEFUL AND THANKFUL PERSON FOR BEING ABLE TO HAVE YOU ROXANNE SASHA AND SANREY IN MY CRAZY HECTIC LIFE FOR SUPPORTING ME ALWAYS THROUGHOUT MY LOWS AND MY HIGHS JUST KNOW THAT EVEN THOUGH I DON'T REALLY SHOW MY TRUE FEELINGS THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY BEING. HAPPY FUCKING 18 YEARS OF LIVING BITCH HAVE A GOOD ONE AND PS YOU ARE LEGAL NOW SO AYAWG PABUYAG KAY MA PRISO NAKA- THE GREATEST PERSON EVER ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I can't help but burst into tears while I was reading her message. Damn, she didn't changed. She's always making me cry, but this time in a lot different way. As I was reading her messages, I also received long sweet greetings from my two other best friends. Damn, I was really crying as I was reading their messages and nostalgic memories started flashing up. Since the day we first met, we first hanging out until the day that we are right now.
