When many people think that you’ve lost your mind, you most likely just found it!
A few days ago, I felt like I finally knew. Quite an amazing feeling, I tell you. It’s way above our heads and not to be understood in words, so I could make up new terms or try to use some of those we already have, however I feel like there’s no way explaining it. You have to feel it. I tried explaining with this post. And this one is like the theory that started it. Anyway. It doesn't count. For we never really know. And if we think, we do, we're simply fighting one of our enemies: The ego. I grew a lot and my ego wanted me to enjoy this mastery.
The same day that I found out, I saw a guy on the street with a disgusting set of luggage. Some kind of Karl Lagerfeld emoticon on it. The ugliest label my eyes had ever seen emblazoned in every item. My eyes hurt, my mind said: “Uh, DIE, Karl Lagerfeld. Please die.”
Next thing you know … he died the same day.
Yeah, that was partly me. Yes, I am serious and no, I am not having a mental breakdown or a manic phase or any of your other diagnosis with which you keep yourself busy thinking everything is just the way it should be.
When I learned that I had killed KL, I put myself to rest.
SPENT THE DAY IN BED – MORRISSEY
I took one day in bed to fully think it through. If everything I think about becomes reality just like that, then this seems quite dangerous. That’s why I thought, time to calm down and contemplate. I tried to wipe out every idea, wish and thought from my mind. In the meantime, I accidentally manifested some money (found some and someone bought one of my guitars for much more than I had asked for) when I left the house simply for grocery shopping.
After spending the whole day in bed, I woke up the next day, telling the universe to just surprise me. “Something I have never experienced!” I said. I didn’t choose. At first, nothing happened. I meditated, did some yoga, cooked dinner, took care of my plants and myself, read The Teachings of Don Juan , meditated again and the minute I wanted to leave the house … the following happened:
I grabbed my phone, opened spotify to listen to some music. Spotify is offline, the app stated. I went to the bathroom, switched on the light … nothing happened. Tried some other lights and buttons until I figured: Ahhh, no electricity. That’s smart! And something I haven’t experienced before. I was secretly laughing my ass off while leaving the house. Outside, I met some neighbors. Everybody was running around confused as if they would have had been connected to some kind of control center and had just lost their guidance. Robots without order. 404 wherever you look. Kind of trippy.
I was having a very fine day, strolling around with my bike. Nothing was the same. People talked to each other in front of the supermarket, the pharmacy, the tobacco shop, groups formed and everybody had something to talk about with their neighbors. Community. I always knew it! I always say it! Take away electricity for just a few hours and watch people becoming human again. I was having so much fun. I didn’t care about the products I couldn’t buy, the music I couldn’t listen to or the internet that I couldn’t connect with. For we were really connecting in this part of Berlin for a while. You could talk to everybody and everybody did exactly that until the evening came where I could witness the romance of humans truly connecting. Everyone was in the now. And finally, they noticed that we were all the same.
“Do you have candles at home?”, someone asked and networks got formed to contribute all resources of light. It was romantic. It was magic. It was nothing else but someone accidentally destroying a wire that made the difference of the day. 34,000 homes without power. My direct neighbors and me took all our candles and sat down in my living room, cuddling ourselves into blankets and cushions to the flickering light.
I slept much better this night. I guess, electricity and wifi have much more effects on our sleep than I thought. Got up, lit the house with candles again and felt so comfortable. Did my yoga, meditated and left the house to see what my neighbors were doing.
Movie teams, police, emergency cars of all kinds … I was happy for the children having a break from school and employers that couldn’t work even if they wanted to and people were still in the spirit. It’s really interesting to see how dependent we are from stupid stuff like electricity. Makes you think about crypto, too. And why I enjoyed the shift of powers – from the human power over this planet to the planets power over its humans – watched from the outside, it seemed like some real catastrophe. Yellow vests, blue lights, orange reflectors. Symbols of danger signaling death repeatedly.
I guess they’re trying to repair the damage in the matrix I have caused and blaming it on some poor construction worker. I am sorry for him. Not for the death of Karl Lagerfeld, nor for demolishing the matrix. If you’re the one being sued for all of that right now, reach out to me. Everybody else: HA HA HA!
I enjoyed being without electricity. Power got switched off for people to realize their real powers. Walked through the house like a witch back in the days, with a candle in a jar.
You can sense the electricity
I read and wrote so much more than usual and absoloutely enjoyed myself. I was wondering if I could notice when electricity comes back. Was heavily trying to stay awake so that I wouldn't miss it. I was very close to fall asleep, massaging my left shoulder in some kind of trance when all the sudden something just opened my eyes. Some wave was going throughout my whole body. First thing I noticed was myself being switched on by something. A rush of energy moved through my body. Then the igniter from my boiler made a tone, all the pipes in the walls blustered, the street light came back, my router started blinking and I was feeling wake all the sudden. Electricity influences us more than we think. Now I am even more convinced that I want to leave the city and live as far away from those frequencies as possible.
I sensed this "fake power" coming back exactly like my mashines did. I am like them. It's all about energy and frequency. Thanks for the experience!
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I don't understand a thing. Is that the reason why I received so many upvotes on this post last night? What am I dealing with? :D not that I wouldn't like it …
Hauptfrau von köpenick- die deutsche Version von trinity:D
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Ja, jetzt weiß jeder, wo ich wohne. :D
Danke für diesen wundervollen Kommentar. Wie Honig durch's ganze System geschmiert! <3
hahaha! So offensichtlich, dass ich derzeit gegen mein Ego zu kämpfen habe. Strom nochmal für eine Woche aus, bitte! :D
Gesellschaft kollabiert ja schon ohne wifi. Naja. Hoffe viele Menschen haben sich jetzt mal wieder mit ihren Nachbarn unterhalten.
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Klar, viele sind auch einfach abgehauen. So viele freie Parkplätze hast du noch nie gesehen! :D Aber die, die geblieben sind, waren sehr kommunnikativ. Und ein wenig aufgeregt.
Ah interessant. Überrascht mich nicht dass viele von so einer Situation überfordert sind und abhauen. Was wohl passiert wenn der Strom in Berlin Mitte ausfällt?...
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dann bricht alles zusammen. Aus den Clubs strömen Menschen auf allen möglichen Trips durch die dunklen Straßen, der Flugverkehr bricht zusammen, weil die reichen Mittianer schnell zu ihren Ski- und Sommerhäusern fliehen, Museen werden ausgeraubt, weil die Sicherheitssysteme ausfallen, DIE POLITIKER VERLASSEN DIE STADT (YEAH!) … oh, das wäre tatsächlich spannend.
Wow May what a wonderful experience! I just love it when the power goes out! In fact I wish it would happen more often! There is something magical about it! Thank you for sharing this! <333 xoxo
I know you get it! You're a smart woman! :-x
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Well..he was old ; )
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I remember fondly a time when the power lines were brought down by snow across quite a few towns. Our town was out for 3 days and when we went out to the local shops to get essentials everyone would be chatting together about this unusual event. People who'd never normally bother taking to one another on any other normal shopping day. They'd be swapping tips about managing without electricity.
At home the fires would be lit and we'd take a candle to light us to bed. Isn't it amazing how a crisis can bring community back to together, at least for a while.
at least for a while … that's something I was wondering about. How long does it take? Where does it go from there? Secretly I always wish for everything to just collapse. No electricity, no internet … may seem crazy to most of us, to me it seems like the best solution to this system.
Have a break, have the need to become self sufficiant, take care of yourself! Learn to not depend on "others", meaning the government and how much you DO depend on us others and finally become one with us. :D
Greetings from my crazy mind!
Doesn't sound that crazy to me! I think the same myself some days. It needs to be a complete collapse where government has no interference any more, though. While we still have some government interference people won't be able to come together properly. They'll always be covering their backs. If that makes any sense.