I'm Not Leaving but I Am Taking a Fucking Break

in #life8 years ago

Now, if I feel like it, I'll tell you why.

Can't say it here though.

Click the damn post.

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I'm Not Angry

 
We dodged a bullet a few weeks ago. All of us. Everyone. Anyone who has ever interacted with this blockchain and cares about the public image of this platform and the value of our tokens dodged a fucking bullet.

I'll take an educated guess and say roughly one million people who know nothing about this place or STEEM caught a glimpse of our trending page one day. Nobody here knew it would happen. Nobody could prepare.

Joe Rogan has roughly 2.3 million subscribers on Youtube and during one of his podcasts they mentioned Steemit. They had our trending page up there on the screen inside their studio. Everyone saw the first few posts, myself included. I'm quite confident saying one million people saw it or will see it because that video will still get views for many years.

Imagine if that happened today.

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What a shit-show

That was all in the top five as of this writing.

Enjoy your fucking $2897.64 publicity stunt.

Don't bother reminding me about how that's only there because of these irresponsibly fucked so-called wannabe advertising agency automated fucking robot vote junky fucking crack votes from hell. I already know that.

Don't say, "Oh, but they won't earn anything, they paid for those votes." I don't give a flying fuck about their losses. That's a loss for everyone if you actually knew how this reward pool system works. A $2897.64 loss for everyone.

There's no value behind these people arguing. That's worth nothing. I realize some of them mean well, but whatever, it looks bad, it makes us all look bad.

My previous ten jokes I wrote didn't earn anywhere near what those jokes are earning, but mine were at least fucking funny.

I need a break!

That shit has been going on for over two months. Two months!

I've been working my ass off here in my own little part of this world for three months straight. I'm tired. That stuff is bringing me down to a point where I might...

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If you think this is me snapping now, you'd be mistaken.

I realize many of you out there enjoy my presence here. I know I'm seen as a positive force. sigh

I need to clear my head or I'm going to freak the fuck out and do something stupid. I've been trying and trying and trying to just keep going and not let things get to me but a guy can only take so much. I see a wall coming and need to hit the brakes before I crash and burn.

I said I was taking a break before, but I was back within hours because I love this place and I love what I do. I wrote that post the other day about how important you folks are to me and I meant it.

I need this.

So I'm going on vacation.

Peace

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Where the hell are you going on Vacation? In Cambodia by chance?
I love how you are passionate about steemit project. People are reading you, people are listening to you.
Have hope. Keep writing, curating and interacting. We are all supporting each other. Thins will change.

I'm trying. I'm not ignoring anyone either. I read everything here. I'm listening.

Up until this point, I have wholly appreciated your commentary on the issues that plague Steem.

On this particular issue, disagree with your stance @nonameslefttouse. It's as though many Steem users are experiencing the "bystander effect" (Someone else will take care of it. They don't need my help) or assume that outcome of this great struggle does not affect them.

I assure you that the outcome of this has DEEP implications towards the very future of the platform.

Many of us are trying to establish a precedent as to what we will not tolerate on this platform for those that engage in collusive and other forms of reward manipulation for junk content. 2 of those posters you point out are allies trying to bring the communities focus on the issue as we need to attack this with EVERYTHING we have.

If we do not make an example of Haejin here and now, there will be many more like him who are emboldened to scam via devious means.

This would almost certainly be the beginning of the end for Steem thus we cannot afford to sit this one out. What say you @nonameslefttouse? I ask that you consider joining us.

Check out @flagawhale. We have been busy working on creative ways to help police the block chain. These things should have been done a long time ago.

Unfortunately, I was not apprised of the extent of abuse on this platform. As one who has been in the trenches for some time, I can tell you that it is bad. More often than not, I surmise scammers end up coming out of their schemes with profit and thus influence on Steem. We have got to get better at thwarting them and that precisely is what I have been working on.

Your support would be appreciated. We also have a discord if you like to discuss in real-time. Look forward to hearing back from you.

You don't get it. The way nearly everyone is attempting to handle that little fucking playground happy happy fun time school play is a fucking embarrassment to nearly everyone else here. If I were to somehow magically get my work up to one of those slots, I'd be sandwiched between that nonsense. Maybe it means something to you, but it's not worth a goddamn penny. The way it's being handled and the lack of professionalism is an embarrassment and not worth even two seconds of my time. I hold myself to a higher standard and your propaganda on my blog will not nor will it ever be able to have any influence over my mind and the decisions I make as an individual.

Nobody can seem to figure out what's happening. Weak minds are getting sucked into taking sides. Whatever...

Like a monkey fucking a football.

That's all I have to say about that.

The way it's being handled and the lack of professionalism is an embarrassment and not worth even two seconds of my time.

If you think you can do a better job, I would be interested to know you ideas and specific instances where we have failed. I agree that others have acted unprofessionally but I cannot dictate what other people do.

Beneath all the imperfections of the people behind this movement, there is a just cause. You have an opportunity to be part. Maybe you can help set the right example. Something is better than nothing.

Thank you for your reply in any case.

If you feel that any of @flagawhale's posts were unprofessional, your feedback would be appreciated.

You coming to my blog two days in a row to attempt to manipulate me is incredibly unprofessional.

Hi... complete newbie here at Steemit. I saw that feed on one of my first visits to the trending page and yes, you are right, a stunt like this does indeed discourage. I decided that moment that watching the trending and hot pages would be a waste of time and energy and decided never to return. I'll find alternative ways to find quality. On the other hand. I as well came across some of your comments here and there and you will to fight is unique in many ways. For what it is worth coming from a newbie: this platform needs people on the barricades, just like yourself, calling for order and mutual respect. Unfortunately. I only just read the white paper and was struck by the democratising potential of this platform. So much, that the initial idea to make some bucks here with my photography was no longer the reason to steer on. Steeming on was, with which I mean to say is, to try as hard as I can to contribute with the highest quality posts I can squeeze out. Somehow, reading about your actions only strengthened that thought. Anyway... enjoy your holidays. I will be on the lookout for your return, surely fully loaded and with the force on your side. Encantado hermano, de mi corazon.

Well said and same here. I have been oblivious to the drama because I never look at the trending pages.

actually we don't wan't you to go even for a break and be sure some day you will be like this or even better, we need to see more from you and for sure you will be the greatest someday.

Sir, i appreciate it. Cause, i read your whole article's as slowly and noted some points. That's way, i noticed :-
Situation not going with you and not matching bat to ball. That's mean frustration sitting top up your head. Those problems same to me and to all. It's rounding.....

Whatever,, i hope it'll be solve as soon. And comeback as well.
So, brother @nonameslefttouse don't be hopeless and just keep quite...
Thanks for sharing

Hello brother,,,, it's a heartbroken topic...
That's way my mind has been pollution...
Bro, if you cry than I'll be cry...
So, I want to see the next end from you.
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Where are you going ? We might want to stalk you and throw photocopies of the trending page at you wherever you go until you come back and get down and dirty doing what you do best!
Have a great vacation. Go away. Recharge. Return :-)

Yeah... like to make sure you don't lose your edge and stuff... lol

Don't worry @nonameslefttouse ....
Wait for some day.....All would be right

Well people like Joe Rogan are blessing for steem platform, 1 million people got glimps of this platform in one day, not a joke, how many of them would have registered, well growing this platform will not only help the platform, it will help us too, well using bots may help some times but not in all of the cases, you may suffer losses if you use them too much as you said, also when you do hardwork dont use the help of bots you enjoy the platform and the money you earn from it

man you should definitely take a break, 2 months is not a joke, you have been working this whole time all of your own, man i salute your patience and hard work, this will definitely give you a fruitful result, yeah i personally enjoy you being here, helping us out, great work, well done, keep up and enjoy your vacations :) peace

this place is losing its beauty !
this is turning into bussiness
i sometimes wonder for what shit some people are earning so much!

Cool Down brother <3
Don't go we don't want you to go, even for a break.
leave them, let them do what they like to do.
You do what you are good at doing.

I feel your pain. I've gone walkabout several times. Sometimes it just has to be done. All the best, look after yourself.

comeback soon. Steemit must have people like you.

Sounds like a great idea. Vacations are always good. Make sure you really enjoy it. Don't forget that sitting in front of a screen, however cool what you are doing is, means that you are not out there in fresh air in the multi dimensional world - in nature. Really liked your post. I see this whole thing as a social experiment within a larger social experiment (life) and I find it fascinating. And don't forget that we are all going to die one day so is it really worth taking anything too seriously? Enjoy the holiday and let us know how it was!

Yeah all the bullshit with no value is getting huge rewards and it's getting worse and worse. When will this stop? Probably never...

The trending page is shit. I imagine how annoying it must feel to watch that shit get rewarded. I remember when I first understood what the bots do. I was like

What the fuck is this?
How is this even allowed ..

But the more and more I use steemit , I want to use the bots cause why would I not help myself when everyone else is. Even the people that really don't need the bots are using them.
But honestly, I have nothing but respect for people that don't. I can imagine how frustrating it can be..

Peace to you to.
And this is not a spam comment, but short, because there is nothing to add. Because I 100% feel you.

Enjoy the break.

I realize many of you out there enjoy my presence here. I know I'm seen as a positive force. sigh

I can clearly feel your anger while reading this. You are completely right, All I know is that reward pool used to reward every poster and curator is only limited each day. A couple whales (users with a lot of Steem Power) abusing this power by buying votes have enough power to claim a huge percentage of this reward pool if they vote regularly each day. That results in fewer rewards for everyone else when. This actually hurts everyone and rich get richer. I do agree, no one cares, at least not to that level to stop this abuse.
Well, I hope it changes in the future and you come back sooner than later. Other than that “f..k it”, who cares!!!

Well, I'll miss your presence, but I understand why! That is horrible, horrible publicity for us and honestly, yet another reason why the Trending page should disappear sooner rather than later. All it does is show crap and we would all be much better off without it. I'd rather have a combination of the Hot page and better promoted tags.

Have a good rest and see you if/when you get back!

May your absence provide you peace and clear thought so that you remeber to come back. This place will be worse off for your absence so I hope you return.

Enjoy your break, hopefully with time this shit will get better :/

I think you're letting it affect you more than it should. Abusers will be everywhere, don't tell me in real life only the ones that deserve it become rich and famous. The point is not to let them hold us down and put us off doing what we like.
Anyway, if you feel you need some time off, then do it and have fun!

Agree, let’s everyone take a vacation and come back when this bull...t ends, or let’s come back in full power and attack this abuse. Your paint art is amazing and when you add only few words to it it always has a meaning. And mostly, but not lastly, the main action happens in your comment section. You know you will be missed, but I respect your decision just like I respect every single blog of yours.

The problem is, that people dont know how the reward system work. There are even people, who are paying peoples work OUTSIDE of steemit in upvotes :) and people are deffending it...its fuckin scare, because it will destroy steemit

If you feel you need a break
Then go on a break before you loose yourself
You would be missed

When a long walk just doesn't cut it anymore.

It really sucks ...these people out there ...i have seen many steemians posting good content ..i wud say awesome content ...... And then i realise this steemit is broken ..even thought i had been here for only 1.2 month but the way i have an interpretation about this thing is totally making think like ....this steemit has become game of big fishes now...these whales dont let any of minnow survive ..even if they do that is very pace ......in other words
THEY SUCK....

Damn, seriously. We did dodge a huge bullet!
Take all the rest you need bro. Money will keep coming, sanity won't.
Pssst, if you wanna play some online games in your free time or wanna chat, you know where to find me! ;)
(hint: my blog)

So... see you tomorrow? :D
Just do what you do and don't look at trending. I never read anything from trending there is too much boring information (Except some of the sweetjs or Ned and Dan posts).

O totally agree with you, something needs to change with all these bot abusers and reward pool abusers, i know they are working with the system but maybe the system needs to change??
My account is 1 month and a few days old, i never used upvote bot sellers, and i won't use them, yes they might get me to the trending page, so what? i didn't get there because of my own content!! Hopefully the witnesses will do something about this, something needs to change if we are to preserve the future of this platform!

Enjoy the vacation. We will let some zoo animals into your blogs while you are away to keep them warm ;)

Today I'm returning from my vacation. And yes, that is true, trending page is soooo disappointing. Fortunately I got a peace of mind when I logged in and watched my own feed. Have a rest, good luck.

Agreed on losses part plus this definitely brings in the bad reputation for steemit. A fight worth 2800$ and a damage that will go on for weeks.

Would say stay calm and come back once u recollect and feel better. Letting someone impact to this extent isn't fair so just take a small break and come back with a bang

I am not sure, if you already took the break not to read these comments :) I don't think, this should be your reason for your break. When you can't do anything on a subject, better leave that, and put your energies on what you have been doing so far : Keeping us engaged.

Sometimes life needs some fucking breaks to get started again with full zeal and zest. Psychology proves that after taking breaks human capacity arises more to do work passionately. So, i am fully in favour of your this wonderful decision of taking break but i will miss your humorous content the beautiful soul <3

Be strong. Don't let the trending pages break your determination for posting.
Your digital paintings help a lot to motivate myself to sit and learn.

Don't leave us! We need some humour around here! Please! Stay! I'm begging you!

Enjoy your vacation my friend. Take some stress relievers and relax. Will miss your posts but do what is best for you.

Politics is politics if it's on Steemit or wherever... I use Steemit to get AWAY from that crap, not participate in it myself. Take that vacation and remember all the good things! lol Long term millions more users will lower the rewards pool way more than $2897, so...

The only thing I can say is have a good time, I will definitely not forget about you XD!

You do whatever is best for you, man. Take a break before you hit that wall.

Life will still be here when you get back.

The best for you, man. Thank you. See you back soon I hope.

I name your first work "ET points at cross." Take a holiday. Back away slowly from the crazy people. We'll miss you but we'll be okay.

You're right. Sorry - will miss you, but I get it. I feel discouraged for similar reasons as I mentioned before--I'm not jealousy-prone, but there is a certain pain when you're working hard and putting yourself on the line every day and are barely seen.

All the best on your break.

Aw shit. Don't go like that, bro.

I also saw those posts yesterday, and likewise after following this little battle for the time I have been here on the platform I have come to realize... it is just silly.

That there is no resolve nor will there be no resolve. Both sides take large slices from the rewards pie every time they post. Blahhh blah blah. Neither will change.

We over here, work our tails off for the chump change we pull in. Yea that shit can be frustrating, I agree. Some days I am " " << this fucking close to going back to the shit world of 9-5 jobs. Closer everyday.

So, I say, yea I feel you bro. But don't leave man... you're the type of individual, along with a handful others, that interact meaningfully with others users, no matter their "weight". You help build the image to this platform better than they can ruin it.

I feel like they will meet their peace eventually. Smoke a J