It's amazing how much healing can happen, out there. Brutal shock to the system coming back though. Still, I'm a bit tired today since I stayed up all night doing this but I noticed with a clear mind firing on all cylinders how much more focused and energized the realm within can be. It takes me back, reminds me of youth. Not just the memories of those days but the actual feeling of it, before all this stuff/devices took over.
I might be able to do more. Nothing forced though. None of that daily grind like we all used to do here. I think this only my seventeenth post for 2021.
Thanks for always being there, @dreemit.
I know exactly what you mean. There's a difference between remembering things in the way of a movie once watched, snapshots with all of what makes us alive removed; and remembering the way it felt, smelled, a layered textured memory of what it was actually like to be there. Being in nature and away from the digital,and people with their energy that can muddy things, forms a connection otherwise lacking. (I can also attain this when I smoke weed in my backyard sometimes :0)
Yeah. They make some really good one hit wonderful here these days. Have two and turns into these daze. Have three and the trees glaze. Have four for the amaze. Then it's time to order pizza but the one on the other side of phone keeps saying, "This isn't a pizza place. Stop calling me you fucking stoner!"
Haha! We grew some of that wonderful this year!