Crazy, chaotic. That's intentional. Also mess around a lot creating illusions that stem from pareidolia but I've always had trouble explaining that process to people. The art is sometimes hidden inside, in a sense, and only available to those who can see it. Something I do intentionally as well. Could go on and on but it's not really meant to be explained.
Won't give up on the passion. Motivation is like anything though; peaks and valleys.
I like that you're being intentional about it all. Withholding your explanation is sometimes best, because many people may not see it from your perspective.
Please don't🤞✨
A lot of people learned to look for what's hiding. This is the first one I released on Hive:

Can you see the goat?
The G.O.A.T or goat. I don't see a regular goat tho. But I'm certain this piece must have caused an uproar.
No uproar no. It means the same. That's the G.O.A.T. (the main character, not the art) and if you look closely you'll see an actual goat in purple, on the cheek. Hidden in plain sight. Some can see it, some can't. But it's there, hidden inside the second side profile of a face that again, most might not even notice is there.
That's awesome! I had to reduce my phone's brightness and stare at the picture for like three minutes still in search of the goat(my phone was probably wondering why I was looking at it that way)😅. I think I found something that resembles a goat.
Artworks like this could be used for hidden details. Only those with the clue/those with gifted eyes, can find the hidden details.
Yes, it's not meant to be a crystal clear image of an actual goat. It's like we're looking at clouds, and I say, "That cloud looks like a goat." But I've created this cloud so I know something resembling a goat is something people might see. Again, really difficult to explain this process.
What was the motivation behind this piece? Do you have a muse or your ideas just come to you?.