“Deep Random Thoughts”

in #life4 years ago

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I wish that I could break my straps
Find a way to wash my thoughts from all this mud
I promise you would find out the real me
I'm begging you to see it in me

Don't give up on me yet, please and thank you
I need you to care about my feelings, see what my words look like and mean
They're buried underneath the traipsing old dirt

Come back and wash me clean
Everythings a blur but I can see all the truth through your eyes
I want you to see my desperation
Strain in your voice when you reach out to me

This feels jerky and I hate how I am being so cold
Telling myself, "hush little girl" with your voice in my head
Getting more comfortable, getting more familiar with each other
The progression has shifted and now it's taking it's toll on me.

~*~