My hairs doing it's thing at least, and dare I say the style is currently quite fitting for a jobless beach bum.
Quite a jobless beach bum look indeed buddy.
But one from someone with a plethora of highly valuable skills, qualities and kindnesses that are not abundant in the job market. So don't worry mate. Since as they use to say in Spain: "God squeezes but does not strangle" Therefore trust that everything will be okay and just in the way you want it when you least expect it. There is no evil that lasts 100 years nor a body that can withstand it. Strength and patience, brother. Good things always come to those who know how to wait. 
Hello there :)
I think you are being overly kind in your review of my skills, but I'll hold those words and try to see what you see.
In good moments, where I am waiting and have no expectations, I feel calm. And then my 'take action' thoughts arrive, but with that confusion on the actions to take. I should wait, at least for the summer, Thank you :)
That's the spirit!! :)
As you know, every opinion is always personal and subjective. And based on what I've already seen, I've decided to try to show you what you probably haven't seen yet. 💪
All these very normal, understandable and human aspects for anyone going through circumstances similar to yours. I've been through some similar ones over the years, and when so many of them appear all at once so suddenly, they certainly seem overwhelming. But in the end, only happens what has to happen. We must follow what our intuition tells us in the moment. And stop thinking so much about the future which is what actually fuels and amplifies so much our unfounded anxiety. We only live in the here and now. Therefore, trust that when the time comes to take action, you will take the most appropriate and fitting action for the moment.
Yep, I also think that for someone like you opportunities will flourish in a more abundant way by summer. Meanwhile relax. That before summer arrives, there will surely also appear multiple silverlinings.