Man, when you start eating mainly fruit... or do an extended "solid food vacation"... you're going to see this matrix even further.
After reading and being inspired with what you have above, I'd say the matrix is a product of humanity's fears. It's the darkest thing that the sum of humanity can render. The more we all acknowledge this matrix, the harder it will be to step out. This is what writers from 100's and 1000's of years ago have attempted to preserve for us and warn us...
You're right Robert I am happy you went so deep into it with your fruitarian diet!