I'm really writing so I can get back to my shooting games. It's cold and raining outside. I finished a decent week to a decent month, followed by the salaryman's favorite holiday, payday. But what did the day hold? I could name some things. One year working at a good job. Some direction to a meandering journey of self-fulfillment. Fingers. And the decision to hone in on one subject next month.
A small part of me wants to drill down on reading. I played 5 hours of video games last night. Anything could've stopped me after each hour, no each minute of playtime, but I didn't. Worse than gravity, the pull of a significant other and a video game grips men into complicity. It's not a jab or complaint- I enjoyed a very strong record last night. I felt free. I played like the wind. My focus wasn't on any outcome, simply moving from one play to the next. And like the match I just played in Delta Force before this reflection, some things quickly came to an end. Still, I carried on.
I sit thinking about 7 options. They are:
- writing to my blog
- reading more of my books
- learning to code anything at all
- copywriting for my socials
- growing with my crypto communities
- cooking more food for fun and wellbeing
- writing a book about something or nothing
My Favorite Option So Far
would have to be 'reading more of my books'. It's unreal the amount I have lying around. Some started, some not, disorganized and disregarded titles, a few fiction picks and the one's I got yesterday from a retiree. He had a cool book about Tim Allen's story about going to jail for coke in the eighties.
I have some time to myself as well scheduled for my birthday, so it's not as though I will avoid all other subjects. But for the sake of completion, I will do my best not to distract myself with the myriad modes of entertainment at my disposal. I'm trying to do something.