It's tough and I feel you. Imagine being someone who's into crypto currency for about two months, got very excited, did some research and then put almost all his money in there as well as that of his twinsister. Somebody without a job that pays the bills, trying to survive as a micro- or should I say shoestring budget filmmaker. That foolish somebody is me ;)
Yeah, it stresses me out at times like these but it's very exciting at the same time.
And no, I don't stop believing in this. Having found Steemit is one of the good things it lead to!
Nice post and keep up the good work!