@kayliart - Heyyyy - I did not expect a radiant and energetic person like you to say There is nothing to look forward to. I do understand that you feel sad and heartbroken because you expected progressing your relationship to the next level. However, sometimes these things just take time. I can tell you through personal experience that even finding a person that is made for you takes a couple of tries. :) Please cheer up and apply yourself with zest as you usually do. I have heard great things about the Amazon store based business. If you already are into that then it is great. I am sure your T Shirt designs will be amazing. Expecting to see a blog about them soon.
Sorry I have not been able to respond earlier. I was traveling in a remote area with very spotty coverage. I could not see blogs and posting anything myself was a remote possibility. Only today I could post one of my blogs and then could start to catch up on seeing what I missed in blogs over last 3-4 days.
Do take care and feel free to chat with me if it helps. We, the Steemians always stick together through thick and thin.