Actuuualllyyy – I'm of the mind that being authentic about your vulnerability is truly the mark of an exceptional human. I adore you for it.
For what it's worth, I'm super fuckin' broke, too. I've rarely known an existence without that truth pressing in on me from the edges. Somehow....I always make it work. Perhaps I don't always know how or where the solution will come from, but I do know that it always happens – something arises to get me through the next little while.
I support you moving, if that's what feels right. Costa Rica happens to be a flippin' gorgeous country. One of the cleanest I've ever visited (and I've been to many.) Did you know that Costa Rica has no military? It's true – they use their resources, instead, to ensure their country stays as environmentally healthy as possible. I'd say that'd be a pretty decent alternative to this power-hungry, rapidly devolving country North of that relatively peaceful place. If you end up there....I'll be the first to visit. ;)