Can't wait till the day when I finally meet my dread mate. One day.. till then I'm guna keep doing what I do, focus on me, still gotta find myself more than anything, just gotta keep Goin with the flow of life, not searching for anything or anyone, cuz searching just distracts you from experiencing life to the fullest, and it can lead you down wrong paths, searching for that special soul that is meant to deeply connect with your own only leads you to finding false connections with the wrong people/souls. Free yourself from your expectations, your impatience, and your loneliness and learn to live in the moment, learn to enjoy lonliness.. cause once you can do that, you will know that your on the right path to connecting with your true self, only once you find happiness within yourself & within your loneliness, will lonliness manifest itself into fulfillment. only at this point in your journey will you cross paths with your one true soul partner. Happens when you aren't searching for them. That's the mistake most people make when getting into relationships, they feel like they NEED to be in one and start dating the first person who shows interest in them. When what they should be doing is learning how to get rid of that feeling of needing to be with someone. I've been single for bout 2 to 3 years now, and I'm not lonely, I enjoy doing stuff that interests me, stuff that helps me discover who I am, and I'm happy. I'm not searching. But that doesn't mean that I am not stoked for the day when I finally cross paths when my other half, where ever she may be right now..I have a feeling that she's not ready yet neither, she's finding herself and doing what makes her happy.
I know, this was random but it popped into my head and I wanted to share it with you all, just know that all that matters at this point in time for some of you is finding yourself, discovering new hobbies and interests. Live life and have fun. Life isn't just about being in a relationship. Tho it may make it more interesting and fun at times to be in one..but no one will truly be happy if they don't discover who they themselves are and learn to love themselves before getting into any relationship.
Peace and love
-Kaya.