Aw sweet Trucklife, nothing is amiss. Everything is what it needs to be in the moment. All these feelings and concerns are very temporary. It is merely what happens as we all move into the new self, the new moment and new experience.
Nothing stays the same. All that exists is in motion and constant change. We fear so often that the unknown is going to hurt us somehow. This is often the root of the discomfort for everyone. There is a strange 'tension' in the unfolding of life, but it is nothing to fear.
For your daughters, your husband and yourself, it is all about discovering one's true self. Learning how to have calm acceptance of what is and not giving it too much meaning. The secret is, that in the moment of discomfort you don't have to do anything but breathe and trust. It will pass.
Breathe into the uncomfortable feeling and then breathe it out with each breath. If you are alone, move with it and allow it to take your body and dance the sacred movement that never existed before. Revel in being the moment, allow all that is to be as it is and become part of the movement that makes everything happen.
Just be in the moment as you breathe and move. God this moment is beautiful. Feel the beauty of what enters your body in each breath. Feel the fascination that surrounds that new moment. You are in the most beautiful cosmic dream.
Be the witness to the beauty.
When the moments are uncomfortable with a person you love, feel the moment and observe yourself experiencing the moment, relax and allow. Stretch the interaction with that other infinite being who is also discovering and creating the moment. Allow time to move at its own pace, there is nothing to rush or goal to achieve as we explore ourselves. That person is also riding "the event horizon". In fact, each new moment every single object, every atom in the Universe is in a new place. Every second is absolutely brand new.
The dream is unfolding. We don't want to ruin the surprise by trying to know the outcome. Certainly it won't be what we expect it to be. It will actually be so much better. To believe this is to make it happen.
We are here, after all, not to FIND ourselves. We are here to CREATE ourselves. Each and every moment, it is the feeling or emotion we are having that is really creating everything.
Harmony is soft, gentle and kind. Trust yourself and trust what is outside of your self. We are ALL in this together, and we're all going to be alright.
Especially the people you care about the most.
~X
this is so beautiful @steemer-x, every word you have said, I will try and remember them as the days go on, I do not know if I can work through what has happen, I have realized many things but just not that yet. It is so hard to not be with your partner after 10 years, it leaves a huge gap, an opening in your life, but I have been hurt so bad, I do not know yet if I can accept and move on together with him, only time will tell I guess, Thank you for your support and wisdom xxx
so beautifully said xx