Dear Diary, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

in #newstory7 years ago (edited)

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( this picture was taken when my husband proposed to me, in Cozumel, Mexico at the Temple of Fertility)

   I keep a diary or Journal and I write in it a couple times a week, with no problem!

.... BUT when it comes to publishing my writing, Im frozen, blank . Either my mind goes blank or I over analyze or obsess about a certian topic, and write it over and over and then delete it......
I came to the conclusion( with help of astrology, Venus squaring ⬛ Pluto💥 = obession .....it does mean a few things, but obsession is one of the darker aspects) that I need to STOP obsessing and over analyzing writing, and just do it, write..so I am gonna do just that.... I'm going to look at Steemit, as my Journal because I do want to write.
I have many interests in many things but have always had a hard time writing in a way of how people would understand..lt comes out in jibber jabber.
Writing down my thoughts and feelings of what I'm thinking about during the day, is important and I would like to share this because maybe someone can give me some advice especially if I'm having an issue or a problem with a thought or conflict of something that is going on in my head. Plus its a great way of getting to know who i am, the real me...So in conclusion, welcome to my life!! It's kind of a crazy one.engange20170529_050909.jpg
Here goes: Today is my 12 year wedding anniversary. **Happy Anniversary ** to my wonderful amazing hubby!💖 it's been 12 crazy-ass fun years of love, laughter, tears, some loud conversations and more laughter..
I love you so much , you taught me so many things: how to believe in myself..and most of all the meaning of truly loving someone unconditionally!!! THANK YOU for always being there for me, no matter what...your are the most generous wonderful, honest ,loving person...dont ever change🌺😎 You have opened my eyes in so many ways.I love you always and forever, eternally! In this lifetime & through infinnate Reincarnations👣
(you can't get rid of me )
I love you so much. ![image]
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