I realize my last post was over two weeks ago, holy crap! There's been a lot of things going on and I've been on a bit of a digital avoidance plan, honestly.
Divorce papers came in the mail just a bit ago; everything is finalized and I'm totally solo for the first time in almost twenty years. It's a weird fucking feeling, mixed with the sense of "huh, nothing's changed" and it's a bit confusing. Maybe it's been over for me for so long that I've felt emotionally alone and gotten used to it? Maybe? Whatever!
Either way, I'm trucking along and staying busy. Visiting friends and gardening with them. Working on repotting a bunch of the succulents I have in the apartment and managing to get more through donations (like this insane Jade plant that I haven't touched yet!). PAINTING! I've been taking art classes, and have three more to look forward to later this month.
I got caught up on a few of y'all in my feed, and it looks like we're all having a pretty busy summer. Cheers to that!
Wow, 20 years of relationships end up in a divorce. Cannot even imagine that since I never had any relationship in my life. However, I think in both ways being accustomed to a certain way of life and changing from one day to another must really be a drastic change.
I would also be keen seeing your painting in the future when you feel confident enough showing them.
Enjoy every single moment, real life has way more to offer than digital. XO
Things were changing a lot over the last 4 or 5 years. Just as marriages aren't built overnight, many of them aren't destroyed overnight either.
All in all ... I'm doing quite well! :) Thanks for checkin' in, it's appreciated
That looks yummy!😋
IT IS!! :) LOL
Congratulations on your new found freedom!
Thanks! I'm definitely in a stronger place now than I was back in December, or even in April.
You totally hinted your age in this post. lemme guess 39?
i'm as old as i need to be, honey ;)
Congrats on the milestone in your life. Milestones as in those well-formed nipples you are blessed with.
I wouldn't have thought you were old enough to build up 20 years history. You must take care of yourself well, my sweet.
Joe
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Eh, almost twenty years. More than fifteen. The last eight months have felt like twenty years, in and of themselves!
You're so beautiful. You will find another guy, wich will make you happy😊
I'm finding happiness in everything within me, and in many adventures I've been taking. Also little quiet moments where I get to read books! :)
Glad that you are finally free of an unhappy marriage, life is too short to continue being unhappy. Hopefully you will create lots of happiness with your new found freedom. Your body is still amazing so put on some hot outfit, go out there and get down :)
LOL most of my getting down is done in the apartment with music I know I won't hear out on the town. Happiness is indeed being created on a daily basis - took an incredible hour-long hike today after work! Then had delicious food when I got in. :)
Well, you have a amazing body and beauty pussy XD @marysweet congrats for that
Thanks!
It sounds like you've had a really good reason for being distracted. 20 years is a long time. I'm glad you have friends around you and things to keep you occupied. I'd love to see your paintings when you're ready to share them. Not to sound too stalkerish, but I missed your posts! I kept checking back thinking that I was just missing something.
I'm glad you're back!
It's heart warming to know I've been missed! Sometimes hibernation is the best choice for me, and sometimes doing a million things from sunup to sundown is the only way I'll stay sane. Definitely staying on my toes with my emotions, that's for damned sure.
I'm working on some watercolours that are more on the realistic side than most of my stuff. IT'S HARD and I am getting frustrated ... but it's okay. Won't learn any other way.
MWAH xoxo
I tend to hibernate when I am struggling. I totally understand. Watercolors can be so great, but it's hard to adapt to the mistakes as you go sometimes. Enjoy the process!
Welcome to freedom again :) x
Very beautiful!!
Hopefully you are having a great month!!
Well I will say that I've been on a bit of a digital avoidance plan as well. Life just got crazy and I needed a break from all of the 'need to' things that I could possibly take a break. It's good to see you back.
After twenty years, that sounds like a totally new life you get to learn and explore. Good luck and have fun. It sounds like you're keeping busy and have a good support system, though, so that's wonderful.
You are one delicious woman. I would love to visit and keep you company. Thanks for reading all my stories. Glad to hear your divorce is finally done but also sorry for the whole alone feeling.