Looking back in the year when I feel desperate and hopeless.!
Way back 2015 in the month of February, when I heard a voice of my eldest son "Kaloy" saying "Ma, soonest you'll have a grandchild" thru a call received at around one o'clock dawn. I uttered no words, waiting for him to say he's joking. He sighed deeply and continued talking, explaining and keep on asking for an apology. As he noticed that I am not responding, he stopped talking and keep on calling my name. I tried to be calm and relax but I noticed that tears poured out in my eyes and sobbed deeply saying: "Why did you do that? I have still a lot of plans for your future, you still have to finished your studies! You have still your younger brothers and sister looking up at you as their model, you are still young to engage in marriage life". I kept on crying while I,m saying that to him. I feel disappointed being a mother at that time, I question myself; What kind of mother I am to him? Why did he decide to enter an early marriage without a stable job yet? Can he manage to be a family man at the age of 21?
A lot of questions raised in my mind during that time. I felt my heart was being stabbed hundred times...Deeply wounded! Terribly wounded! I opened my problem to my husband and we plan what to do. we decided to let the parents of the girl know that her daughter is pregnant. I let my brothers and sisters know also that my son Kaloy will got married and they offer financial help. I am very thankful on their given support to us. I feel blessed and fortunate having such kind of family, who in time of distress they are there. I am also very happy being gifted with nephews, nieces, in laws, friends and neighbors who helped in the success of church wedding.
Finally, I realize that God has really a plan for everyone's life. No matter how we design and draw our fortune, we can never be of full control over it. Only Him direct our destiny. Prayers is a powerful weapon. Just keep on trusting God. I LOVE YOU ALL!
Wow you are a good mother. I think he can make a good husband. Let him get a job, things will fall in place. He can even start on hive as a back up
@tj4real Thank you for your compliment. Yeah, In God's grace they both have a well compensated job online.