That's the cigarette thought I still can't shake, the first one of the day. I've talked to several people who say it's doesn't give them the same head high it does me but I swear there's about a 30 second window somewhere about half way into that first one that's pretty spectacular.
Gets me so loopy I can hardly walk. Then the whole rest of the day I'm, I wish I wouldn't have done that! Now I won't be able to stop again! Danget!! and I regret it and wish I could stop and yata yata so after about 5 failed attempts I did it. Going on 8 years now. Those things are the toughest thing to put down out of all the things I've put down.
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Done it twice, given up that is...., now well, let's just say it helps my sanity! Brain farts even need a drug or two to help them on the way the older you get, it's exhaustipating thinking about unsmoking just because they say so!
Back in 2014 I got certified to scuba dive. It's probably the most rewarding cert in my wallet.
During training, I learned all about decompression sickness and how carbon monoxide in smokers increases the risk. Sounded horrible; everything from veins imploding to death. Haven't smoked since. Cigarettes, of course. = }
But they're on my mind regularly so smoke one for me!
Will pull out my pipe and enjoy fresh just for you! Cannot implode, explode or anything else any quicker with the filth around.